I AM NOT A FAN OF JANE AUSTIN. But....


Jane Austen wrote you. You are extremely aware of
the power of a single word.


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Which My Little Pony are you?
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Date:	2003-11-25 00:37
Subject:	Gothika
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy

Good movie - not what I excpected but very very fun. Many a jumpy scare.

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

Date:	2003-11-24 12:27
Subject:	ooo yay!
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper

Think I am going to see Gothika tonight, cannot wait. I am such a sucker for thrilling movies. Looking forward to what looks like a upcoming flood of good winter movies. Lets hope so! Maybe it will make up for the dissapointing crap that Matrix Revolutions was. Let you know if I like it.

Date:	2003-11-24 03:04
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	pleased

I am so grateful for my family and the friends I have. I am more blessed than I realize most times, and its always refreshing to be reminded of that as I was this weekend.

I am at a strange point in my life, a big point. The road is forking and I must decide which direction to go. I can continue the path I am on. It isnt bad, but it isnt really what I want. It will eventually kill my spirit, I think. If I stay where I am, I will be pulled under. Not tomorrow, not next year, but years and years from now. Its like I can see this unstable miserable career path stretched miles ahead with no end in sight promising to squash whatever life I have outside of it. So I am making the brave choice. The right choice. I am doing what feels right and taking a big presumptuous step towards a happier future. I have always been a late bloomer, I wait till things become to obvious to ignore and then act. This is no exception! I am tickled and scared at the same time. Its going to be tough, but all things that are good are a challenge, the kind that make you thrive. This is no exception.

You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Shi: This elegant warrior woman started her
journey seeking revenge, but has come to
realize there is a lot more sorrow in the world
than merely her own. Generally reserved and
contemplative, Shi looks to use her skills to
make the world more just and honorable. The
task has not been an easy one, and she is often
distressed by the things she sees and the world
around her. Shi is like a force of nature,
steady and sure.


What Bad-Ass Comic Chick do you resemble most?
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So I took the quiz to find out what kinda changeling I am, and I cam up as POOKA!! Bad news is somehow I didnt copy it right and it didnt transfer over and I dont want to take the quiz again just for the nifty pic. But man, POOKA's are cool!!

You are Selene, goddess of the moon. You are as
variable as the changing cycles of the glowing
mysterious orb that passes through the night
sky.


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Date:	2003-11-20 01:56
Subject:	here we are again
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

Late nights are doing wonders for my posting. Here mainlly right now becuase I am bored and awake. May as well be busy, bored, and awake.

First cheerful day in a while, and not stupid cheerful, but silly cheerful. The best. Class was HUGE tonight, good turnout. Worked up endorphins, nothing like a natural high. Still waiting for the crash that is supposed to help me sleep.

Dearest was cranky tonight, but did lighten up finally right before sleep. Dont know how he does it all living on so little sleep. He wants 2 new songs by christmas in addition to his regular practice schedule. I am worried about how he will keep up. Afraid he will get sick (and when he is sick, he is very sick) becuase he pushes his body's boundaries. Does he even know where the boundaries are anymore? I worry.

I have been blessed with some amazing friends. Real friends, and recent experiences have really brough to light who they are. There are not many, and I no longer trust easily. Its a shame, and a hard lesson to learn. But part of being an adult is coming to terms with tough decisions/experiences, and living your life without fear.

As I am in a definite crossroads in my life, these are important lessons for me, that I am still grasping. I wish that things could be easier. That holding onto my inner child was simpler than it has been, that staying out of debt wasnt so hard, that I had a real knack for breezing through classes, that there were an extra 4 hours a day in a vortex that were all mine, and that I could be happy on 2 or less hours of sleep, that peoples duplicity wasnt so suprising. But it isnt like that. And I have many decisions I must make so that I do not end up with a shitty job in 10 years regretting what I didnt do when I was younger, when taking risks was easier.

Soo, none of these ideas really connect together. Just some late night babblings no one cares to read, but its nice to spit it up on virtual paper.

Oh, saw an evening of one acts at MTSU. Its worth seeing if you get the chance. We enjoyed it.

Late. Late. Late. I need to sleep, I have an early class, I have tried telling that to my insomnia but it doesnt want to listen. My sweetie has it too, so we are together in our tired but not sleepy fog. This is not good for him, he needs to wake earlier than I do. But its nice to be together.

Watched three cold case files tonight. Love that show, but man 3 is too much. Its too depresing and makes me paranoid. Good thing I am not a forensic scientist. I wouldnt sleep well.

My body aches from this weekend. I am beat. And really rather cranky. The beautiful thing about things like AIM is that I dont actually speak, and what little talking there is is simple. So I cant spaz out on anyone, and get a cheerful mood-lifting combo.

Looking forward to this weekend, should be much better than last. I have dear friends I cannot wait to see. wont get to game, but you win some, you loose some.

Life has got me at crossroads right now. I think that is why I am so sleepless. Not knowing where i will be in a few years has me freakin. Iam at that oh so critical "what on earht am I going to do with my life point". Unfortunately, some of these things I must let develop and come to fruition. I hate being so out of contol. Its a shame I inherited that from my mother. I hated watching her fret and here I am doing it. Well, at least I am aware of it.

So, the end of yet another boring slice o' life. Ciao.

Changeling: You are one of the forgotten ones, the
keepers of dreams that spread light and joy in
a world of darkness. You are a fairy caught
within a human shell, using your body to keep
safe from the cold disbelief just outside your
door. Your kind is as varied as the dreams you
were born from, and you find that fewer
children today believe in the magic and wonder
of your kind, but you can not give up hope..
The winter is fast approaching, but you gather
dreams tightly about you, a blanket to keep the
chill away. You will never truly die as long as
there are still people with hopes and dreams.
If you would like to know more, please take my
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Why? well, here I am again, studying for a test at the last minute. You think I would learn! But no... I just cannot stop procrastinating. Shame on me. And I need to register, and of course, I havent. I am so sick of school. It is just ridiculous. I have some of the stupidist instructors ever, I swear.

So I am taking a break, stepping away from the books for a moment.

The cat peed on something. Again. I swear, this cat is going to die if it does not stop. Saturday the cat peed on my favorite leather boots, and by the time I had found it it had soaked in. Nice. So bye bye boots. I just dont get it, we are up to atleast 3 peeings a week, I am constantly running behind this cat with cleaner, or tossing something into the wash. I have cleaned the house and tried to keep things she might pee on out of harms way, but still. Last week an empty plastic Wal Mart bag fell of the counter onto the floor while we were out. She peed in it, so I found a plastic bag full of piss. At least it was easy to dispose, I guess. Any suggestions here guys? I am at a loss, I just cannot put up with this, but I love the cat, so what can I do?

Today I walked in on the pumpkin dog (our newest nickname for the pup) eating half of my burito. To his credit I left it totally in his reach, and then left him alone with it for a few minutes (what was I thinking? I wasnt.) When I came in, he had this guilty look on his face, I was sure he had finished it already, but no. Once he was sure I wasnt going to punish him he became quite cheerful and began smacking away. The whole thing was in his mouth still! Oh well, he'll pay - it will give him gas. No, wait, I guess we will all pay. It was stinky before it went in...

Can you tell I am procrastinating? Do I really think you care about my babies (animals)? Well, no.

Oh, by the way, I refuse to spell check so all you grammar/spelling nazi's can bite me.

Lets see, what else can I waste time with... I guess nothing. Time to do more work. Happy thought: It will be over in less than 24 hours.

Barbie Got Back! Go you! You're the closest thing
ever to a true black Barbie. Shake that fat
ass of yours.


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You are...Juliette Binoche!
You played Johnny's love interest in Chocolat.
You, like Roux, were unconventional, but cool.


Which of Johnny Depp's Leading Ladies Are You?
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Just to be fair...

Why do you feel the need to air out your "friends" dirty laundry in public? I am going to be fair as possible here, I swear you must have edited your post because earlier today when I read it you said that you were thinking of getting involved, offering an unsolicited, unwanted, and forced "solution" of your making! What, was your life lacking in drama so much that you felt the need to cause drama in someone else's life? Am I mistaken, or did this friend NOT want her situation made public? Were you not aware that this might make said friend uncomfortable? I have a good feeling this friend is capable of making decisions on their own. NO ONE appreciates their life being meddled with. In fact, I remember a post you put up not all that long ago, about how people were getting involved in your relationship with your fiance. If I recall correctly, this upset you greatly. Quite frankly, I think you need to wake up and smell your own hypocrisy. If you have any kindness in your heart for this friend, you will take that portion of your post off entirely. Let this person make their own decision about what THEY choose to put up for public viewing. Did it not occur to you that word travels fast, and that people can deduct whom you are speaking of?

Do you really know what would happen if this were made public? NO. Are you really naive enough to believe that what worked for you will work for this person? Maybe you were OK being miserable watching this new relationship, and maybe you were all able to maintain friendship. But this is not high school. I think we are talking about adults here.

This post really offends my senses.

Would you like to experience unwelcome meddling first hand? In response to the second half of your post. Ok, here goes a taste of your own medicine...
some questions you should ask yourself:
Why was the thing that was "really bothering" you a person that is wholly outside of your relationship?
If you trust your fiance so much, why do you worry about what is going to happen when he is with his friends?
Why do you feel the need to state over and over in all your posts that you know your fiance loves you?
You say you aren't going to ask your fiancee to stop hanging out with this guy, yet isn't that what you want? Or am I just reading too deeply between the lines. Sounds like denial.
Is it possible to "get down to the bottom" of your relationship this often? If so, is this healthy?

Ok, there you go. You can delete this. in fact, I expect you too. But know that I am also posting it in my LJ, so that you can suffer the same humiliation our friend suffered. Of course, out of fairness I will not specify who you are. And you are welcome to comment.

Ok, this is it for me tonight! Time to sleeeeeeeeppp.


Your belonging in The Mysteries of Udolpho is quite
evident; a world of intrigue, melancholy,
sublimity and terror. You belong where there
are danger, gloomy edifices, and evil Italian
guardians. Your passion for the passion of the
Mediterranean, the divine contemplation of
nature, and for adventure stories, makes you a
prime contender for a spot in a gothic romance.


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